maxie45
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Stop abusing my prescription pills
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Day 2 of 183
maxie45 commits to:
Only take vyvanse once a day at regular dose or half dose, only allowed extra if dose was taken too early and concentration truly wore off. Do not take lorazapem unless TRULY needed, can't take for mild discomfort, can only take for moderate-severe discomfort/medical necessity. Ideally no more than 1x per week, 2x absolute max, smoking counts as a full relapse except on designated rare days, drinking during the week or taking lorazapem for mild discomfort count as non perfect
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December 25
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My Commitment Journal
 maxie45
December 24, 2025, 7:49 AM
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| But I was ALLOWED TO smoke the 23rd so that wasn't a relapse, I'd consider this a non perfect day but not a full relapse, it was a planned once every few months smoking day. Although I'm going to make an exception in less than 3 months for when I'm at the casinos in Vegas. | |
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maxie45
December 24, 2025, 7:44 AM
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| I didn't officially start yet today, I'm starting christmas eve. I technically didn't do great today, smoked a few cigarettes(which I do very rarely these days, I'd say I'm a non to very light smoker) took some lorazapem in the morning for mild distress. But I just wanted to get everything all set up. The measurements officially start today(christmas eve) | |
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maxie45
December 24, 2025, 1:30 AM
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| I'm officially starting tomorrow - but i wanted to get everything set up today. I did take some extra lorzapem today(for mild distress) probably partially because I wanted to get it out of my system. I might have to redo a short lorazapem taper as I've been using it heavily the last few days - I was doing really well before but when I stopped my previous financial incentive(paying my mom $100 every time i relapsed) I kind of went crazy. I'm hoping that seting up this system will help me get accountable again. I wanted to donate the money to Trump because i feel even stronger about him than i do about anti-choice groups, but there was no option to unfortunately. Thanks so much for your support everyone! | |
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