I just realized with my travels to India in July this may limit my abilities to give a report so I gotta hustle hard on this |
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how the fuck do i give a report |
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finally listening to my gut on Hu. Today he trying to get me to hang out twice today, go drink waste my time at downtown plymouth because a girl aint coming over to fuck him. I gotta hustle hard on BPS i have wasted time with this i cannot let this slip from my grasp. Please God dont let me fail. I cannot fail. not for my family i cannot fail. i go to bed sleepless because of this. it is terrible. Sunday approaches i will succeed in creating content for my fanbase.
Weirdest thing is now everybody tryna hang when im tryna work, its agony like i love these guys they give me a life worth living but i put myself out there too much. Luke is successful because of his emotional unavailability and focus on his craft. if i am to win i gottta change the guys i hang about. Hu you are a cool guy man but i gotta get the fuck out of debt, get the fuck out the dealing shit. get the fuck out this rut i have been placed in.
11:15pm Saturday. |
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the biggest obstacles I have is the time I spend with friends and time management in general. Funny enough it is when I have my best ideas that my buddy Hu calls me to come over and chill. Obviously I am weak when it comes to peer pressure, so this is but another obstacle. Plan the fuck out of what I want achieved today, Especially content wise |
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