Chapter Nineteen:
Raj’s lungs burn from sucking down air. He runs to keep up with Father in the forest. Every tree, root, and plant looks the same to him and he wonders how Father can possibly remember the way. Through twists and turns, over giant leaves and thorn bushes, they come to a stop at a wall of trees perfectly aligned, spanning farther than the eye can see. At the base and up a meter high, is an impassable wall of oak.
“Father, what is this?” He scratches his head.
“It’s the divide between the forest and Town of Bohr.” He grips the bark and pulls himself over the wall up between the two trunks. “This has been here longer than anyone can remember. No one knows how or why it was built, though there are stories.” He jumps over onto the other side. “The town road is just over it.”
Raj jumps and pulls himself up over, between the two trunks. “What kind of stories?” He looks down and sees a cobblestone road just shy of encroaching on the forest.
“None you would believe.” Father coolly speed walks down the path.
“He hops off and follows him on the road. “Try me.”
“Okay, worshippers of Illia, the God of Wine, became so intoxicated, they lost their sanity and became habitual cannibals who raided the village with animalistic minds. The villagers discovered natural barriers could bar the savages so they built a wall of oak trees after a century of being attacked.”
“Yep, don’t believe it.”
Father smirks. “I thought so.”
They maintain a quick pace down the winding road and for the first time, Raj is able to keep stride with Cain. Finding himself about to pass him, he disappears from Raj’s peripheral view. He stops and looks down at Father who lies face first on the ground. “Ahg, my heel, my fucking heel.” He sits up and holds his left foot with both hands.
Raj kneels down beside him. “What happened? Are you injured?”
“Damn, damn it all.” His face turns red and he stomps his heel onto the ground. “I know it now. I know what it is.” Father’s body shakes with laughter. “I don’t even have to see it.”
Raj takes a step back and catches a glimpse of Father’s left heel. On it, is a large black Orka mark covering the circumference of the heel. He sits down on the road and listens to the roar of Father’s laugh. His body feels weak and his arms limp. Never has he seen Father laugh like this or even smile for so long. Soon he becomes quiet and they have only the hiss of the wind to fill their ears. Cain stands, brushing the dirt off his ragged clothes. “We’ll all die soon enough. But as of right now, this changes nothing. We’re getting that boat and you’re leaving, understand?”
“Y-yes, but,” He slowly rises and Father raises a brow. “Are you sure about going into town?”
He shrugs. “Orka only spreads through spit and blood. If I see any Carnesians, I’ll be sure to spit on them, accidentally. Other than that, I’ll try not to spread it.”
He meets his eye. “Are you sure that’s the only way it spreads?”
Father nods.
“Then how did you get it on your foot?”
“Lora’s saliva must have dripped onto it.”
“Okay, but on your foot and nowhere else? Doesn’t that seem a little odd to you?”
He stomps on the ground and his voice rises. “I am going with you into the village and that’s final.” His voice echoes across the road.
Raj faces the road ahead of them and walks down the path. Neither say another word on the road. After hours of silence they reach the end of and come across the town ahead of them. Standing over a hill, they look down at brick and wood buildings ahead leading to a harbor of boats in port. Emerald blue waters stretch on seemingly forever and dwarf the tall buildings and town as a whole. Salty fumes enter Raj’s nostrils as he squints, seeing busy merchants, buyers, and townsfolk moving about like ants in scattered disarray.
Going down the hill, they make it onto a town road with sun bleached houses at the sides. Chips of paint cling to the homes, each with broken windows and wood rotting somewhere on the structure.
What happened to these homes? Is no one taking care of them? Where is their caretaker? He looks around and between the houses in the alleys he sees hordes of people. In the light shadow of the building in huddled crowds, are men, women, and children. On their bodies are Bardian tattoos and only a bare amount of clothing covering their private areas. Raj can’t help but stare at a skinny young boy on the edge of the alley.
They meet eyes and the boy points at him. “Rich brothers, rich brothers are here.” He jumps up and down in excitement as a woman guides him out the alley. “They help us please.” Prodding him forward, the boy runs out to them. His gait is clumsy and his legs resemble walking sticks.
Father leans close to Raj’s ear. “Ignore the street rats.”
The boy stops in front of Raj.“Food, give food. Or money, I hungry, we all hungry.” His eyes and cheeks are sunken in and it makes him appear more skeleton than child.
Before Raj can say a word, Cain points back to the alleys. “Go away, street rat. We have nothing to give you.”
Raj turns to Father and scowls. “Why can’t we give him something? This child is starving.”
“Because it’s pointless to help a street rat.” Father glares down at the boy. “They have no past or future.”’
Raj folds his arms. “Neither do we.”
The boy stares at them with wide eyes, unsure of what to make of them.
Father stomps his foot. “Go on, get out of here.”
The boy’s face contorts and he lets out an end-of-the-world wail. Crying, he runs back to the alley and Raj feels shame for ever being scared of them.
He stares at father and his blood boils. “You condemn Jiren for being selfish, but you’re no different. Neither of you would help the dying. You’re a hypocrite.”
Father stops in his tracks, his back facing Raj. “If I helped every beggar here, I’d be one. That boy will be hungry again tomorrow even if I help him.”
“You could keep him from dying soon and you only had to help that one child.”
“One, two, three, twenty, the number is arbitrary. Charity is a gateway to prostitution for just one person.” He starts walking again. “Besides, we have to buy that rowboat.”
Raj bites his tongue to keep himself from saying words that would surely divorce him from Father. He follows him down the road and thinks of the children starving in the alleys, just a short distance from them.
They’ll never inherit land or anything of worth, but will likely die young and hungry. A future was never promised to them, unlike himself, and he’s been given many chances to live when threatened, plus a good life until now. All things they haven’t. What right does he have to live, or even live well, over them? None of those people want to be there and many of them probably don’t have a choice. He doesn’t deserve what he has and his attainment of fortune comes from the pure luck of being born in the right family. So how then can he carry on, if his fortune is baseless and unearned?
He shoots another glance at the alleys crowded with idle people and walks with Father.
Would it be better to join them so he isn’t plagued by grief of his unearned privileges? But who among them wouldn’t give up their situation to be in his? Is it not a mockery to give up what they’d covet to then join them in ruin? Surely, they’d take advantage of his situation if put there. It doesn’t help anyone to throw oneself into depravity. Yet, is that really a rational to never give? Who can give to just one when there are so many, and who isn’t tempted to give to none when overwhelmed by a crowd?
He scratches his throbbing head as he stands by Father who bargains with the merchant.
“Is this what you want?” The Merchant strokes his long grey beard.
“With the paddles.” Cain folds his arms.
The Merchant scratches his head. “Oh it’ll be extra.”
“What? We can’t move without paddles.” Cain rolls his eyes. “Give it free.”
“Take it or leave it.” The Merchant yawns.
Cain begrudgingly places the coins on the table and the Merchant lifts the canoe onto the stand.
Together, they carry the boat down the road as civilians blending in with the crowd of bustling townsfolk.
This really is a strange world.
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