Yesterday I lost my temper with Grace. |
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This is the most important thing that I am trying to change and I feel like I am doing a good job at it. Gracie has not been home lately which has helped and I also had more time to relax and make choices about what I wanted to. I have seen that much of my trouble being kind it is coming when I am stressed out about other things or feeling lacking or unloved. |
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Today I was kind to the kids in the morning before I left for work and when I got home. |
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Today was tough. Sarah was gone all day again this was the second week in a row I took everyone to church, fed them lunch and supper. I was doing a good job up until Gracie got up from her nap. I let her get me upset and I had to walk out of the room and leave her on her bed. I cooled down, talked it out and figured out that before I had gone upstairs I had thought about wanting her to stay in her bed longer so I could have more time to do things without her. I realized that I let myself get upset because I wanted an excuse to be selfish. I immediately started feeling bad about my failure but then went overboard giving myself praise for leaving the room and figuring out the root cause and making a point to remember it for next time. |
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