Bad week / emotion clearly plays a major role in why I use. I feel that someone wrongs me, or causes me pain or suffering, and I turn to these images that will never wrong me...always look amazing...and are never ending. I must find a better path when my emotions are activated - I must realize that all emotions are not permanent and instead of self soothing with porn, be with the emotion and watch it pass |
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3 weeks in a row! I messed up and didn't report on time a few weeks ago. Feeling good about this - orgasm needs to be shared with a loved one |
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Commitment has been renewed. |
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Not focused or committed right now. Need to get back on track...not sure how |
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