I honor your honesty both with me and especially with yourself! This is the way! You got this brother |
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No excuses this week, it's time to get er done. |
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Fooled myself into thinking extracts weren't extracts, that I could have my little secret. And that made me sick. I have a whole world of fun and connection waiting for me, I just need to choose to open myself to it. I am not alone in this. This coming week will be a success. I don't have to impulsively buy that shit. It's been so much waste so far. The addiction will need somewhere to go, though - and it'll go into god, nature, sport, connection. No matter how tired I feel from a last use before i flushed them all, god is with me and protects me. There is a profound victory impending from May 14 - 21. I get one "out" day and that's it. I don't want or need to feel as I did taking those extracts. The sauna and cold plunge are ready to go. The MTBs are ready to go. I will start feeling good, I'll get in a hard workout, and I'll need a reward on the other side. FOOD can be my reward. I don't care if I put on a few; i doubt i will exercising as much as I see myself exercising. I am not doing this because it is easy, I'm doing this because it is hard. Pain is my teacher, I am a student of discomfort. |
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I love the clarity and specificity of this! Raised the stakes on it too!! Let’s fucking go!!! |
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