Another bright and sober day. I've got a string of them now. Makes it easier in some ways, knowing I can do it. But harder in that I feel I "deserve" a reward (of NMD). I'm very tired in the evenings and need to soldier through that. But also doing the evening accountability call, so that gives me a bookend. Love this CLARITY. |
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Really did stay bright AND sober. Despite POD dinner and frustration. But good parts work today with Deb, about numbing. I was really tired. But yesterday, JoAnn Campbell-Rice mentioned that she was on both morning and evening accountability calls, so people could take that opportunity to bookend. So I did. Got on the evening call, which helped. May, a fresh start. |
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Have to remember self-compassion. ...but... just follow the f*** plan! |
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