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Week 31 of 52
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3 Blocks (9/9/25): Broke task down, defined next 50 min task, defined super easy 1 min micro action, reward, extend. (food gym per other tracker).
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 gpatil1
November 13, 2025, 6:28 PM
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| surprising how quickly that week went. SG requested 60 day. Next day I started working on errands, bnb, laundry, turo, coach. does not feel like progress -- there was a fair bit of struggle. turning on focusmate brings me online. turo is actually quite a lot: insurance, finance, co-host layers on complexity with each move, noticing car activity as a new person, setting up the app (omg), researching others, cleaning the car and preparing it for rental, communicating with turo's co-host program, researching LLC, autotrader, AFCU/banking. I just underestimated it as I am with coach. Coach feels like an elephant so it likely is one, I need to do pieces for an hour or two here and there. Good to start and iterate. Expect less maybe 3.5k is a several month target for me. Law is dreamy that someone might help. Get sharper, get it done, move forward. The magic comes from sitting here and doing one more hour of something. Shankari is a waste -- no one remembers collisions -- each leaves with their own attributions. | |
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gpatil1
November 7, 2025, 8:25 PM
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| met tosch shortly after last journal and again on tuesday. day 1: we talked about applying storm energy. day 2: about boundaries and task clarity. solid week! finally. i was focused on driving 'storm' energy with intention. so 30 weeks in - likely nailed it. aob got a 60 day extension due to opposing and i celebrated that (with birthday in my mind). made turo - zaid call. drove new options for laundry. put 'man on a mission vibe' for morning and case in evening for now. solid. | |
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gpatil1
October 30, 2025, 6:52 PM
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1. Only thing to track is if I am making the healthful choice. 2. Hallowell ideas: about life worth living and from other reading that this comes from connectedness. That he wrote a novel a page at a time was very hopeful. The ployvagal discussion of how trauma is resolved by closure/completion/etc was profound. Perhaps guilt is too. Back to the grind, I felt the hope, got the 4k, and collapsed. I have a call with istp ‘therapist’ guy and that will be interesting. Ultimately, am I making a healthy choice right now. Francena haha. Also ‘02 ish. |
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gpatil1
October 23, 2025, 3:05 PM
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| SA-Mo did not work. Strattera changed that. Back on full. Future is promising. But do confusing. Perhaps I will know later. | |
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