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Self control challenge
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Week 16 of 16
WildernessScout commits to:
Daily goals of remaining sexually sober and taking the self control challenge. This means I must cultivate strength and wisdom in my daily spirtual practice of prayer and meditation. These daily goals od remaining sexual sober. Sobriety starts for me phyisical ly first. Then I need strength and wisdom in this goal setting to gain some "MENTAL SOBRIETY" . I have not been able to gain mental sobriety longer that 8 days as of today. Today being Sunday 01/11/15" the longer term goals .
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My Commitment Journal
 WildernessScout
December 7, 2019, 8:30 PM
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| Today is saturday 12/07/2029 i have a few days sexually sober from a lust addiction | |
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WildernessScout
March 21, 2019, 4:01 AM
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| I acted out week ago today, last wednesday on 04/ 13 /.19 been sexual sober since. 7 days sober today | |
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WildernessScout
March 8, 2015, 11:22 AM
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| Mental sobriety and emtional sobriety are intertwined. I am learning to face the facts. I must face the mental and emtional liabilities first. This is where I am facing a lot of pain and sufferring in the " unresolved emtional symptoms of post traumatic injuries" . These unresolved emtional traumas stay dormant in the unconscious mind. This is where most human beings are put into debt. | |
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WildernessScout
March 8, 2015, 11:18 AM
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| Today I am seeing how hard it is for me to see the truth of my situation and me moving into the REQUIREMENTS of Steps 1 and Step 2 . I must change my strategies to meet these goals in my desire for these self control challenges . The self harming stategies of king ego are killing me. These High Risk thinking patterns are not a skillful ways to think.. I am listening to learn more spiritual concepts from the wisdom teachers in the great wisdom tradion of buddhism in me learning how to still the mind and to quiet the mind. This untreated post traumatic injuries is a living hell on earth . I do not want to stay in bondage to this type of mental state forever.. I must fight for my freedom. Complete liberation for the mind is possible. | |
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