I am now in my 6th month of sobriety and often deal with feelings that are both sweet and bitter. I am so grateful for the tender mercies of a loving Heavenly Father. At the same time I am sad that Kirsten is not with me to share in my success. Life, however continues to move forward and I have faith that better days are ahead. |
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Life is stressful and full of heartache at times, but I am aware this day of the many tender mercies that have been given me. Because of the atonement, I don't have to settle for the life I have now. I don't have to settle for the life I created. If I'm not happy - if I'm not making good choices - I can change though the atonement of Jesus Christ. |
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I had a close call this past week and almost took it over the edge. I recorded some thoughts the following day and realized it's all about what I think and how I think. My thoughts are on tiers and when I take my thoughts past that first tier, I've gone too far. I'm grateful to still be clean and worthy and am thankful that I had this experience to teach me. |
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These weeks are passing by so quickly. I feel that I am doing well, but the divorce is still difficult at times. Our home goes on the market tomorrow and it is creating a lot of mixed emotions. I'm still sad and remorseful for the future lost, but I am anxious to get the house sold so that I can move on. I have now had four months of sobriety. I wish with all my heart that Kirsten was still with me, but I am so grateful for the progress that I have made. I would not be where I am right now if it wasn't for the direction, tender mercies, and love I have received from my Heavenly Father. |
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