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Week 4 of 4
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I commit to no PMO (Porn, Masturbation and Orgasm) for 30 days. This also includes not having sex, also known as hard mode.
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 iihypocrite
March 19, 2019, 2:46 PM
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| Day 3 - I woke up around 10 AM with so low energy. It was as if the gravity force just wants me to stay on bed and sleep. But lucky enough, I had the will power to actually do the stuff that I needed to do such as cleaning the room, meditating, cold shower, study, read a book, and writing on my journal. Then I went lazy afterwards, I played games for hours until my girlfriend came home from her Uni. We then slept together for at least 4 hours and ended up waking so late at night. | |
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iihypocrite
March 19, 2019, 2:31 PM
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Sorry for not posting like I said down below. I've been really busy lately and enjoying life as it is now. Though at the moment, I've been depressed due to losing the job that I really wanted and only because it was low paying job so I decided to stay with my current one. Anyways, enough of that. I'll be going through the days now. Day 2 - I woke up around 5 this time with my alarm clock and I had so much energy already. It has been 2 days only. Though, I kind of failed with my challenge of not having sex. Unfortunately I came straight in the morning. But it was very interesting to see how I had so much energy still. I had a new job today, it's like a restaurant thing and we work in the kitchen. I managed to learn all of them as if I already knew what the procedure were. I don't know if the NoFap made me smarter or just from reading books and meditation. But man, my focus was on point I must say. After that, my co-workers went out for dinner and went to KFC. We had men to men talk to one another and talking about relationships and stuff. It was very interesting that I managed to make them laugh and their attentions were on me, it was as if they were trying to impress me. I was also listening very carefully as to what they say and just being in that present moment. |
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iihypocrite
March 17, 2019, 12:31 PM
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Day 1 - Today was really tough. I had work from 11PM to 7AM, after my shift I had to pick up my girlfriend from the party she went straight after my work. I was very exhausted, no energy whatsoever. I almost fall asleep while driving for hours. We got home at 9AM and I went straight to bed. Me and my girlfriend had a fight, and still fighting now. This was because I was jealous the fact that she went home pretty late and actually slept over at some stranger's house full of guys. Now I trust her, but in that situation any guys would get jealous over that. So the emotions that I had today was pretty insane. I was overly jealous, didn't have motivation and just wanted to sleep all day. After the dramas, all I did was play League of Legends and watched some Youtube. Pathetic right? Well this is going to change in a few days. |
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iihypocrite
March 17, 2019, 12:26 PM
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Everyday I will be posting the experiences and benefits throughout the 4 weeks I have for this challenge. This will continuously posted at the end of the day before my bed time and cover everything as to what happened for the whole day. Stay tune for the benefits and experience that you may encounter as I'm about to get. |
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