We are in peace at the moment. I am learning to accept people and their |
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We spent a couple of days withtout talking. It takes time for me to accept the way she is and that it will never change. i still get hurt but have to overcome those feelings so we can have peace and relationship. I was successful in not complaining or bitching for the last injury received. Need to work on my integration, diary and therapy. |
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Yesterday I hanged up on her while she left me waiting. She more than knows that I get upset when she makes me wait because of past injuries. I did not bitched, whine or complained which is the whole point of this commitment. I simply put some distance between me and her. I tried calling this morning and she did not answer. I did not insist. I know our commitment goes father than this bumps. We will get together soon enough. But if she wants to damage our relationship like making me wait or making me secondary to other things or people, it is not only me that hurts. it is our relationship that hurts. |
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Convincing myself that I do not have to change anybody's opinion or behavior; that there are more important things in life than trying to change somebody's mind or behavior. |
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