Fucked up but now I have learnt most of my triggers from this experience. There is a link between my feeling and action. For example Maria goes out and the link is to put images on and masterbate. Tandem- link. I need to change this link into a good habbit. |
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Failed my day today, due to curiosity and frustration a little. I gave into the excuse. I understand that presence is key and I will notice this next time and during my time at Oxford. I must learn to let go. |
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I fucked up when I went to Poland because I went to another environment and took the opportunity for an excuse. I have learnt to detach myself from the need of the addictive mind and work more bilologacly. I am learning yo connect with my core being |
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I have been doing well. Been noticing what I am craving and I have intercourse with Maria instead. I still have the need for other women sometimes. |
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