Day 29. It’s been a couple of days now since I felt the urge to look online. But now, I have a different urge or direction for my lust in the person. I like her and I want get to know her more but we moved really fast at the beginning and the memories keep taunting me. These are good memories, showing moments of affection. But the Devil has twisted me so much that I causes a reaction in my mind and leads me to commit the sin of immorality without actually committing the act. I do know I can overcome it, with new boundaries, with a dependence on God. I always thought I could do it with just my discipline but now I know I can’t. To succeed, it won’t be of my power but the grace of God. Here we go! |
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Day 24. It’s been a tough day but hopefully the evening will be better. Here we go! |
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Day 20. A more personal relationship with God is what he desires which is what I desired. Here we go!! |
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Day 19. I’m seeking God’s love but I don’t need to because it’s already here. I just want to sing to Hm, and love Him. The next few days I feel the word is Turn away and to me. The question is what? Here we go!! |
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