I went to the mall again and spent about an hour may be there, mostly in the pharmacy and bookshop (there some books on theater and art I would like to buy some day). I got lost just for a moment this time, so I am getting better... at finding the exit. I am scared of the security. I feel that if they see me ask everyone to perform for they may think I am bothering the clients and forbid me perform there. I am easily intimidated, bit they may not say anything. I don't know. Worst case scenario - I go to jail. REALISTIC worst case scenario - I cannot go and perform in the mall. Optimistic worst case scenario - I offer my services to the Mall owner/organiser and he laughs and ignores such delusional suggestion that he doesn't even call me or want to see what I offer. |
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I was practicing The 1-Handed Poker Deal and because of the spring the cards flew and then this happened: |
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I refuse to have a defeatous mentality. |
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