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Week 30 of 52
bignigey01 commits to:
No masturbation for a year
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My Commitment Journal
 bignigey01
April 4, 2026, 8:12 AM
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| Had some urges here and there this week. Much of it stemming from Richelle Ryan, Bella Bellz and Lela Star. I’ve noticed when I’m stressed, the urges sometimes comes then as well. I think I’m due to bring this up with James, my accountability partner. | |
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bignigey01
March 28, 2026, 7:39 AM
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| Haven’t had many urges this week, apart from a woman I liked from tinder. For a while I suspected that not acting on my urges has been replaced with eating more instead. But then again weightlifting does increase your appetite after a while. I do need to keep exposing myself to more women, hence why I’ve signed up for another rnb bingo night in April. | |
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bignigey01
March 21, 2026, 11:34 AM
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| Haven’t had many urges this week. But I have experienced some in the last 24 hours by thinking of pornstars such as Lela Star. It feels as though the novelty of woman I’ve met whom I fantasize about (Nicole Donnelly) has worn off. I fantasized about her taking my virginity through her own disbelief that I have yet to have sex. Going to RNB bingo last weekend was initially anxiety inducing but I realised I was just going there to see what it was like. Essentially, lowering the stakes of the whole thing. I’ve signed up for another since where this time i will try and approach women when they’re taking photos of each other. Basically as an excuse to offer taking a pic of them together. I have had the urge recently to remove the block to Google chrome to cure my curiosity in looking at porn. But I’m glad I didn’t give in. | |
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bignigey01
March 14, 2026, 7:41 AM
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| Now my urges point towards Nicole Donnelly, someone I haven’t seen in years. Her curvaceous figure is literally my type so I’ve fantasized about her offering to take my virginity so I have some experience with sex. Doubt we’d ever meet, but she she’s definitely someone I’m attracted to. I’ve imagined cumming all over her ass or her face as well as her stomach. I do think it’s healthier to fantasize about her than the pornstars at least. I’d imagine I’d fantasize about her more if I met her in person. | |
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